Sunday, 14 February 2010

Dear Anxiety,

Do you reckon you could take a break sometime? I mean, I know you like being around and don't appreciate it when I am actually getting along all right in life but seriously, what's with bothering me almost every day? It's always something. Something trivial to something big. But it has to be something. It's no wonder I love sleeping. That's like the only time I'm not dealing with you. And when I'm seeing clients I guess. Provided they are not suicidal. Because if they are, I hear you laughing with sadistic pleasure at being back. I would really and truly like a break from you. To not worry about all the zillion things about the future. To not feel nauseous. To not catastrophise and awfulise. To not think about the worst-case scenarios. At the moment, I cannot afford to go to the gym which used to help me manage you a lot better....I think I managed to tire you out. Don't you have other people to bother? Why do you love hanging out with just me?

So please....I beg you...leave me alone!!!!

Until next time,

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  1. Ah! I know how it feels! :/

    Anxiety... the dizziness of freedom...

    Keep ur hand on ur heart and bolo "All is well" ;)

    HUGS

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  2. :-) You made anxiety anxious with your letter. Now it is not gonna bug you for sure. Take care
    cheers

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  3. All is well...not working EC!!! =( Thanks for the hugs though... =)

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  4. Hehe...oh how I hope....thanks...

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  5. Is there another form of exercise you can do if that helps? Free tai chi in the park? Lunchtime walks? Chin ups in the local playground? Running up and down stairs at work?

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  6. I could go for a walk on the days I don't have classes in the evening...and probably should. :/ I might start from tomorrow...it's really getting to me this time around...

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  7. I can't sleep enough to get peace. I have dreams and wake up often.

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  8. Life is simple not easy, however, worrying makes simple things more difficult.
    Remember you can make struggle fun too ! K.i.S.S - Keep it simple and stupid !

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  9. oh I am sending you confidence vibes. You'll get there!

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  10. Did u watch the movie 3 Idiots?
    'All is well' is from that movie :)
    U'll have to keep on telling ur heart, until the little fellow believes. ;)

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  11. many many hugs is all I have to offer...so here, hugs!! hope things get well soon.

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  12. Keep ur hand on ur heart and bolo "All is well" ;)
    Do you really wanna live alone? :-O loneliness is a curse... and after death? and before birth, we are alone... just alone.
    so never be alone in lifetime. be among us :-)

    take care PB, wish you will overcome and be happy!

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  13. Nothing helps with anxiety more than exercise. Friends come second. Try spending time doing either....from anxious person to other, :P

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  14. hope anxiety still checks out your blog ;)

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  15. Awww... hope this hug will help *help*.

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  16. I hope u have managed to scare it away :-)

    Sorry for not being a regular for past few days, was my absence making you anxious ;-) hehehe just kidding :P

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  17. You must let me know if this works and it buggers off so I can try it some time!

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  18. Not completely...I think it is your absence!! :P I haven't visited your blog in ages either...will do so soon!!

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  19. Welcome Cate...didn't really work but helped to just vent!

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  20. I have had that as well but more often than not when I am anxious, my body just wants to shut down and I sleep! When I was at uni it was not helpful coz I would stress out about an assignment and instead of working on it would sleep! I noticed that pattern and worked on it after a year....

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  21. I know, I know...liked the acronym! Should keep it in mind....

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  22. No haven't watched it...hehe...really doubt my heart will believe that... :p

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  23. Another Three idiots fan?? :P Thanks Mahmud....

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  24. I know that...you would think I would act on it given I tell my clients that...but nooooo...madam is too lazy after coming home from work!! :S

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  25. Maybe not...still not much change...can you let him know about the post??? :P

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  26. Easiest way for me to sleep in college was to open a philosophy book. I hoped to learn through osmosis. Did not work, though.

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  27. join dance classes ;)

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  28. Rofl! I think I tried that too though not consciously....I remember starting to read and nodding off! :p

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  29. You must let me know if this works and it buggers off so I can try it some time!

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  30. You must let me know if this works and it buggers off so I can try it some time!

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